As I savored each spoonful of the creamy concoction, I couldn't help but marvel at its unique flavor. Unlike any ice cream I've had before, the Mixue sundae boasted the subtle taste of susu tepung, a flavor profile that instantly captivated my taste buds. While my abang and kakak weren't as enamored with its taste, I found myself falling head over heels for its creamy goodness.

Perhaps it's because I've always had a fondness for milk, making the susu tepung flavor a welcome surprise. Or maybe it's the novelty of trying something new after years of sticking to plain vanilla. Whatever the reason, I found myself utterly enchanted by the Mixue sundae, relishing each moment of bliss it brought me.

But my love for ice cream runs deeper than just its taste. For me, ice cream is more than just a dessert—it's a source of comfort and joy, a companion through life's ups and downs. Whether I'm feeling sad, mentally drained, or overwhelmed by the challenges of life, a scoop of ice cream never fails to lift my spirits.

There's something magical about the way ice cream can turn a bad day around, transforming tears into smiles and worries into laughter. With each creamy bite, I'm reminded to embrace the sweetness of life and find joy in the simplest of pleasures.

And it's not just the taste that brings me comfort—it's the ritual of indulging in a scoop of ice cream, the act of treating myself to a moment of pure happiness. Every time I buy myself an ice cream, it feels like a gentle reminder to be kind to myself, to persevere through life's challenges with patience and grace.

So, as I sit there, basking in the afterglow of my Mixue sundae experience, I can't help but feel grateful for the gift of ice cream. In a world filled with uncertainty, it's reassuring to know that I can always count on this frozen delight to brighten my day and lift my spirits.

As the saying goes, "Life is uncertain. Eat dessert first." And for me, that dessert will always be ice cream—a sweet reminder that no matter what life throws my way, there's always room for a little happiness in the form of a scoop or two.

Till then. 

May the force be with you, 
Nadiera Hashim
8:30pm
Kedah, Malaysia.

Ps: Here is the picture of me with the Ice cream! Its been a long time since i took a selfie. Kinda awkward hehe 😛

Last year, on this date marked the beginning of a remarkable journey for me as I welcomed two furry companions into my life: Boba and Cengkih. As fate would have it, these two adorable felines, siblings bound by a shared lineage, became an integral part of my daily existence.

Boba, with his sleek tuxedo coat, and Cengkih, adorned in a vibrant orange merigold, captured my heart from the moment I laid eyes on them. It was through a fortuitous encounter on a Facebook group that I first learned of their existence. The owner, burdened by caring for six cats, sought to find them loving homes. Without hesitation, I knew Boba and Cengkih were meant to be mine. 

The decision to adopt Boba and Cengkih is not just a spontaneous desire but rather the culmination of a deep desire to provide a nurturing environment for furry companions. Having never embarked on a fully indoor pet ownership journey before, I was both excited and anxious about what lay ahead.

Cengkih, the gentle soul of the duo, embodies tranquility and grace in every aspect of his being. His soft meows, reminiscent of whispers in the wind, serve as gentle reminders of his presence. With a habitual liking for peaceful slumber, Cengkih finds solace in the warmth of shared beds, seeking comfort alongside me and mama. Despite my best efforts to engage him with toys, Cengkih remains indifferent, preferring the simplicity of quiet companionship over silly play. I can say Cengkih is very manja with me and mama but he hates hugging people but loves belly rub so much. 

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone. I hope you are doing well. Have you watched Disney Tangled? A story about a girl named Rapunzel with long golden hair trapped by her evil 'mother' in the highest tower until she meets a man named Flynn Rider. When she is caged in the tower, she wonders, "When will my life begin?" She even has a song about it, a good one. I still remember the first time Tangled came out at the cinema in 3D, my kakak and abang took me to watch the movie with them. It is my all time favorite Disney movie.

Have you ever felt the same as Rapunzel? You sit and ponder, "When will my life begin?" 

You exist, obviously, but you are not truly living.

Do you get what I mean?

I wake up in the morning, scroll through my phone, take a bath, go to work or wherever, and then I come back home, take a bath again, scroll through my phone again until I fall asleep. And it repeats, over and over again.

I feel like Rapunzel, trapped in the highest tower by her cruel mother, forced to do the same things repeatedly. Except, in this situation, I am both Mother Gothel and Rapunzel.

Being a Rapunzel, I know there is life out there, something I long to see, but something within me is too afraid to venture out. Too afraid to discover if there is happiness on the other side of the road. Too afraid to break free from the routine that is so boring but in some twisted way feels comfortable. Or maybe too afraid to realize that all this time, I’ve been spending my youth unhappily, wasting it on something so mundane.

You see, sometimes, without even realizing it, we become like Mother Gothel, caging ourselves in. We know we’re not “exactly” happy.

We keep lying to ourselves, saying "this is enough for me." but is it really?

I already have the answer in my heart. 

Sometimes we try to protect ourselves too much, even from happiness. We rob ourselves of the potential happiness we could have. We feel content with just feeling “plain” every day.

What can we do then? I think the Rapunzel and Mother Gothel within us need a Flynn Rider, someone unafraid to take risks, to venture out into the world we long for, recklessly.

Till then. 

Like a unicorn, I'm off to spread magic elsewhere,
Nadiera Hashim
8:30pm
Kedah, Malaysia.

A reminder, Malaysian waste over 19,228 tonnes of food daily during Ramadan and the number annually increases. So lets practice moderation and sustainability. Buy only what you really need and don't forget to bring your own containers or bags. 

'Hidup ini warna warni, tidak mungkin hanya hitam putih saja. Jangan berharap selalu bahagia, jangan juga berpikir kesedihan akan selamanya.' 

So worry not, you'll be fine, you'll be good, Nadiera. 

Because life was hard back then, I decided to adopt a cat. I really want one. The last time I adopted a cat was when I was in high school. My cat, Mino was the last cat I adopted. After mino died, I was quite traumatized to adopt a cat. I don't think I'm strong enough to face another loss. But last year there was a feeling in my heart that said I needed to adopt at least one cat. So I decided to find any stray cat to adopt in the facebook group. Make it short, there was this one girl dm-ed me, she said she got 6 kittens & she couldn't take care of them. I went to her house, there were 6 kittens. Actually, if I were rich, I would adopt all of them. But I can't afford it. At first I only wanted to adopt one kitten, but my brother-in-law said to adopt two so that the kittens wouldn't feel lonely. 

Tuan Muda Boba & Tuan Muda Cengkih. The name I gave them. Both were born in April 2023. Both are male. The presence of both of them in this house has a very positive effect on me. Now there are Boba and Cengkih to be there for me. I have friends to play with, friends to sing with, friends to talk tk and friends to sleep with. I can see my mental health getting better day by day 🥰

Hardwork will never betray you.

Alhamdulillah for everything, ya Allah.